Divine in '09

11:59 am. 

Its Friday and I am in bed! YAY. Being off work is amazing and I recommend it to everyone. (just make sure you are getting paid for the time off) 

Thinking about time off, I should have taken a vacation. Somewhere tropical with cabana boys and mai tai's. Hmmm 2009 should possibly bring something of the sort. 

New Years was great! things were fun and low key. The boy drama has ceased and it feels great. But who knows how long that will last. 

New years resolutions? Do people even do this anymore? I was asked what mine will be and after scanning through my brain of bad habits and things I need to quit I came up with nothing... 

Lame I know, But I just don't see what the big deal is with saying you are going to quit something when there is a 75% chance you are not. 

Sorry the post have been scarce, I have had alot going on and try to catch you guys up as quickly as I have time to write. 

Hope 2009 is fantastic for you! I know it will be for me :) 

5 is a crowd

The weekend has been a blast. 

Christmas is fastly approaching and with that some good things have come up. 

The good word is: A: my mother is actually being nice? I was really taken aback when she actually shared her dinner with me the other night. Major Plus! 

B: I have accumulated another boy to add to my list of complications and men. We shall call him JJHS. name choice being...?? We went to Jr. High together?

 I had a major crush on him and thought he was super cute. He was modest and very sweet. A total catch. 

While I was out a week ago I ran into him. It was good to see him and we took down each others numbers and went on about our merry little ways. 

The interesting part of this story is: He is totally trying to hang out with me now. Like every day?  Texting, calling etc. all the time. 

A old love interest/now friend says he is not into me? I could be reading the signs wrong but I totally think he is into me? 

Mr.R and his friend called to hang out with me and my girls  and we ended up spending alot of time together as usual. 

I blew Mr. Champagne off this weekend, even tho we kinda had plans. I needed a break, and didn't really want to hang out with him. 

Letterboy and I talked. We have a total love/hate relationship that I will never understand. He has a girlfriend now. (YAY) and seems to be doing well. I was surprisingly not jealous?? 

GRRRR... What happen to me swearing off guys and just doing the me thing? 

This has went from complicated to catastrophic.

Hope everyone has a great and safe holiday. I'll keep you updated! 

Keep on, Keepin on

Man, things are nuts! AHHHHHH 

It's sad when you have to schedule a time do your laundry. I have 3 days off from the 2nd job this week so it feels like heaven, but still a ton to do. 

Mom is getting better. (it might be just because of the holidays) but whatever. Ill take it. 

I am so tired of ALL the boys in my life. Is it possible to start over? I mean I just can't really get excited about any of them anymore. I want/need something new. I guess I have the mentality of I want someone but when they start to get interested in me I decide to just go some place else. 

boredom has set in. 

In the mean time I am starting to be more conscience of house decor and TV's, Couches etc. ( Guess I shouldn't think about that when I am about to be unemployed ..lol) 

My brother moved out (sighs with relief) . I love him to death, however the choices he makes I SO don't agree with. 

I am ready for a much needed break. I am a lil nervous about this whole unemployed thing.... anyone have anything **GOOD** to say. Discouraging is strictly forbidden :) 

Christmas Time is Here!

Current Status: Filling out Christmas cards!

How fun! I totally love the holidays. The chilly feeling you get when you go inside the warm house from the cold. ** Christmas bonuses!! (just got mine) and more turkey.

I believe when I start my own family (heaven for bid) I will not do turkey for thanksgiving and Christmas... just one. It's so boring. We will start our own traditions and do something way different!

As for the weekend: Going to dinner with Mr. Champagne tonight and "supposedly" hanging out with Mr. R even though he has not confirmed our plans that I called him about on Wednesday. (starting to piss me off)

In other news: I was so tired from all that has been going home I left work early yesterday to go home and sleep.I told Boy #1 from my previous post (we shall call him Mr. College from now on) that I was sick and he totally called to check on me :) And he texted a few times just to make sure I was ok.

His vacation for a month will really put us to the test and make me see things in a different light. Lets hope its not a strobe. lol

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To all who read this: Don't be offended if you are mentioned in these posts. I am just calling life like I see it. Good .... or Bad.

What have I gotten myself into??

Well it always works this way..... just when you don't want a relationship, boyfriend, whatever you want to call him, multiple problems arise.

Here's the scoop. see if you can follow me:

Boy #1 - We met in college. Sweet and 25. Has a few choice sexual thoughts in his mind. We get mad at each other for misinterpretation with one another. He does have great follow thur and makes me feel special with his calls, texts and conversation. It is super hard not to give in sexually.

Dilemma- He is going to Mexico for a month starting Friday and once school starts again he will be WAY too busy for "hang outs"


Boy #2- We met while my girls and I were out. He is super sweet to me and acts like no other girls exist when I am around. We don't talk too much and he NEVER CALLS OR TEXTS first. Has no follow thru and if I see him it will be random. I do like the way he makes me feel when we are together.

Dilemma- His friends say that he is "into me" but he doesn't act like it?


Boy #3- Met at my birthday party. Super fun and sweet. We talk but not so much on the compliments. He has a great personality and AMAZING follow thru (which I love) We hang out at least once a week and text periodically thru the week.

Dilemma- we are not from the same religious background and you must be equally yoked.

So. As all the relationships progress. I find myself more and more confused as to what I should do. Any Ideas????

I don't want to get all worked up over this like I often do. Hence why I don't want to be in a relationship in the first place.

My motto: "Girls just wanna have fun"!

You keep you mouth shut when you talk to me!

What is it with people who think they can talk to people any ole way??

I tell you what... it didn't go down like that today. Work is really boring and while surfing the net I get a text from "Not S***" that's his name in my phone. (literally)

The text said : "Hi T. I was just thinking about you and thought I would say Hi"

I text back: Oh you were thinking of me huh?

A little back info: We started talking this summer and he had just broke up with his girl. We were not together and one night we had a lil fight. So I went drinking... called him and he told me he was still talking to his Ex.

That was enough for me and I just stopped talking to him.

Now back to the present.

We start texting back and fourth and I basically tell him I am not going to be 2nd to anyone and that's how I felt when we were talking before.

He called me to discuss this further, and ended up being ok until...

I was like "lets just try to hang out more".

He agreed and then says "You hang out with you friends alot...I really don't because I can entertain myself.

I then said: "What is that supposed to mean??"

He accused me of "always" getting mad and told me he didn't call me to fight with me. Needless to say the conversation ended with me not even saying bye, I just hung up.

Was I wrong in telling him how I felt and not letting him treat me like that?? surely not....

I don't know who he thinks he is, no one talks to me that way. !!!

Time to breathe

It has been WAY too long since I have posted. 

To all my loyal readers, followers, and commenters: THANK YOU SO MUCH you give me the feed back I need to make it big and you are responsible for my success! 

*** if you are not a follower, you should def be one. 

Now on to business. 

Throughout the course of the week , many dramatic events took place. 

Starting with work. 

I had to have a heart to heart with my supervisor to discuss my options within the company. She then proceeded to email me the day after and in four words made my world go on its side. 

"WE NEED TO TALK" 

Depending on how you interpret  things.. this could be good or bad. I have been told to be an optimist. (we shall see how long that lasts) 

Birthday was good. I went to eat sushi for my birthday dinner with a few friends that cant make it to my big bash next week. It was a great time! Nice to see them after I took a vow to not spend so much time with them. 

Now the drama. 

Working two jobs is really tough on me. I barely have time to sleep and eat. So I have been doing drive- Thur lately, and while picking up dinner the other night... I saw this guy that I used to be interested in. We shall call him bug-a-boo.  

I was very inconspicuous the first time I saw him. Didn't leave my number or tell him when I would see him again. 

Before my friend and I  went out one night last week I went by there again and asked him to come outside so we could talk... and that's when my hell began. 

I believe no woman on this earth has received more texts and calls from a man they didn't know in their entire life. Quite frankly it freaks me out. 

Now I know how guys feel when girls blow up their phones!!!  

How does one get rid of someone like that? Ignoring doesn't do the trick and I am running out of ideas. 

It is unclear to me if I am going through a phase of not wanting to be with someone or that if this guy is a total headcase? ( I am banking on the 2nd choice) 

Finally, at a local pub my friend and I like to hang out in, there was drama to be had. Ex boyfriends, baby mama drama.. you name it. 

I met Mr. R this weekend. And I must say being with him left me on cloud nine a good 4-5 hours.

Mr.R is everything I would want in a man. His touch was gentle and his kisses were so freaking sweet I could have melted.  

I hope to talk to him again, but nothing serious. Friends is the word. 

Now, can anyone tell he how to get rid of a stalker... PLEASE 

MY life on the O list

**This post is actually from yesterday   

So I must say that crazy epiphany I had last weekend has been showing itself all week. Not only am I done with people being 1/2 friends, I have just stopped putting up with BS all together. 

No phone calls or returned texts... There has got to be a rule about this stuff. I have just turned over a new leaf and refuse to try as hard to be friends with people as  I have been. Period 

In other news, I have started my goals for life sheet and much to my dismay it is harder than I thought it would be. I have separated it into sections... 2008/09, before I turn 30 and then before I die. Hopefully I can keep working on it and complete it soon. 

So the reason this this entry is called "My life on the O list" is because I went to bricktown to meet friends last night, but before that I went to dinner that was pretty much a disaster. ( Don't even want to get into it.) My friends ended up ditching out early and I ended up up seeing a bunch of people from college and falling and hitting my head on the floor as I was hitting on this really hot boy... cool huh? 

The night didnt end badly though. I met this man whom I will call Echo ( cause its to hard to spell it all out). He walked me to my car and was a gentleman I even offered to drive him to his car that was a mile and 1/2 away, but he opted to walk, which I thought was very different. He gave me his number and told me to call him. He is really busy though. 

No one is too busy for a call every now and again?