Decisions, Decisions.....

The days seem to get easier and easier.

CA is definitely different than I thought it was going to be, but it is experience.

Missing home is something I thought I would NEVER do. Even mom is on my miss list.

Job hunting has begun. No applications yet. just looking to see what's out there.

Thoughts about staying in Tahoe City after Dec have definitely crossed my mind. K a local girl would like me to stay and be her roommate. Alot of things to think about.

Three weeks until I go home and see all my friends YAY!!!!

Promises of writing more are definitely in order.

What have I gotten myself into??

Well it always works this way..... just when you don't want a relationship, boyfriend, whatever you want to call him, multiple problems arise.

Here's the scoop. see if you can follow me:

Boy #1 - We met in college. Sweet and 25. Has a few choice sexual thoughts in his mind. We get mad at each other for misinterpretation with one another. He does have great follow thur and makes me feel special with his calls, texts and conversation. It is super hard not to give in sexually.

Dilemma- He is going to Mexico for a month starting Friday and once school starts again he will be WAY too busy for "hang outs"


Boy #2- We met while my girls and I were out. He is super sweet to me and acts like no other girls exist when I am around. We don't talk too much and he NEVER CALLS OR TEXTS first. Has no follow thru and if I see him it will be random. I do like the way he makes me feel when we are together.

Dilemma- His friends say that he is "into me" but he doesn't act like it?


Boy #3- Met at my birthday party. Super fun and sweet. We talk but not so much on the compliments. He has a great personality and AMAZING follow thru (which I love) We hang out at least once a week and text periodically thru the week.

Dilemma- we are not from the same religious background and you must be equally yoked.

So. As all the relationships progress. I find myself more and more confused as to what I should do. Any Ideas????

I don't want to get all worked up over this like I often do. Hence why I don't want to be in a relationship in the first place.

My motto: "Girls just wanna have fun"!