Sleep to Dream...

There goes life.

Flying by...

There is never enough time to do everything that needs to be done. Work is consuming me right about now. Trying to have a life is a very seeming tasks right now.

I had a terrible dream last night. It entailed my parents being rude to me. ( nothing new). It was the night of my birthday party and I was asking them to help me out with something and they were really pissed off about it. My mother told me that I needed to find somewhere else to live.

I got so mad I threw something at them and told them to go to hell. ( an incredible amount of fear came over me in my dreams) I was crying and cursing them out.

I literally wanted to cry for real, and then I woke myself up.!! Scared me so bad!!

Is it true that dreams are a depiction of what is going to happen in real life? I hope not. I cant afford just yet to live on my own.

The big party is in 3 days and I plan on having a blast . Got to get my nails and hair done.

Need some money first tho. Anyone got a Suga Daddy I can hit up?

Steak with a side of Drama...

Have you ever heard the saying: "Don't start no s***, won't be no s*** ??

Well that apparently is not the case in this situation we call life.
A person's money is the easiest way to piss them off. Especially when they don't have any extra money to spare.

I am a victim of "taking my money without permission."

I had a long and hard conversation with a foreigner from my old finance company this morning that resulted in her hanging up on me. I called her supervisor back to let him know the situation, and he informed me that I was to go through him for any additional needs I might have. He said there was just too much drama between us.

How do people have the right to talk to you any kinda way when you give them thousands of your hard earned dollars?

Customer service has really taken a nose dive this day and age. ( I am not even that old and I am saying that)


The best customer services Award goes to: (drumroll please)
Chick-fil-A ... trust me I go there like 3 times a week :)

Service with a smile is an understatement. They make it a point to say "Please" and in stead of "Thank you" they say "My pleasure" ( which I love BTW). Prompt service and very attentive. Way to Go!

Bills are inevitable, But taking my extra money without asking is outta the question!

Time is on my side

Twenty- four hours in the day never seem like enough. Working 8, and ideally sleeping 8, leaves just 8 hours for me to eat, talk on the phone, go to the bathroom, watch TV, Work Out or go on a date.

Most people I know seem to have no concept of time. I don't know the underlining reason for that, the only thing that seems logical is: A) they don't have their crap together or B) they are inconsiderate.

Growing up I was taught to be early, no matter what. Make a conscience effort to be there and be courteous to whomever you are meeting with because essential they will be waiting for you, and you don't want that.

Presently, that frame of mind has stuck with me, and I am early I would say 98% of the time I go somewhere. No matter if it is friends haning out, an interview, or work.

This weekend I had a really big event that I need to be there promptly at 1pm. My friends said they wanted to join me and with that we made a plan to meet up at noon to be in Norman by 1pm.

I arrived at the meeting place at 11:50 am and one of the other girls was ready and waiting for me. (maybe because I called her and the other girl we were meeting with 2 times that morning to make sure they were on track.)

12 pm came... then 12:10 and finally I called to see where the other girl was at 12:14 and "she said it was going to be another 5 minutes." Needless to say I was livid by this point, because I knew we were going to be late.

We get all the way to Norman at 12:50 and miss the exit!!! Have to turn around which added more time to the trip.

When we get there, They dropped me off at the door and go park the car. I call to let them know that it will be $5 for admission.

They decide they didn't want to pay and instead went to hang out in Norman somewhere, while I am already late to my event!!

I was mad and ... well just mad! The question is.. do I have a right to be? What do I say to them now? They need to know that was not cool and it was hurtful for them to just blow me off and go somewhere else when they agreed to come.

I did say something to both of them and tried to be as nice as I could. Is that enough?

I know now to just have people meet me there and go anywhere that is a timed event by myself.

It never fails....

So today I woke up pretty much mad about a few different things ( the reasons will be disclosed at a later date) I got up, got dressed and started my 24 minute commute to my office. 

Depending on my mood the playlist that I listen to on the ipod varies... today it was "Calm and collected" which consisted of The Fray, Charlie Hall and Adele. All songs in which depending on how depressed you are can make you on the verge of tears. 

I get to my office and get all settled in, determined to have a terrible day and just stay in my cubicle and not talk to any other of the 5 people that occupy what is as big as a small bed room. 

But the thing is... that is SO not what happen. We laughed and laughed .. cut up til we cried and then laugh some more. 

About everything, it was great. We have decided what we want to be for Halloween as a team. 

(apparently it is a huge deal to dress up in our office)  I will give you a hint. It involves 5 girls that just happen to be British. lol 

All in all today is good. I still haven't called Mr. Echo... and I am beginning to even wonder if I want to? Would it be wrong to just want to leave it where it is. Acquaintances that might see each other again on the street? or a bar for that matter?

Don't get me wrong... work still sucks, the ladies in my office just make it tolerable :)