WORK OVERLOAD

It is bad when you cant talk coherently because you have been working for 12+ hrs.

Holding multiple jobs is very common in my life, however this is just ONE job.

It is wearing me out to the fullest, but I know that is all for good. I know that my special spot in heaven is being saved because of these good deeds that I am doing right now.

My eyes are bloodshot but I must go on. Displine is defiantly in order and is a must for the kind of work I am doing.

The kids are pretty ornery. DON'T listen to a word I say when I tell them things and talk back to me like I did to my mom when I was there age.

I guess I didn't fully read the job description when I said yes... I just knew I wanted to move.

When you gripe about your job, just remember you can go home at the end of the day... I LIVE AT WORK.

That's all.

Surgery Update

I just wanted my readers to know that I am doing ok. 

Still really sore and sleeping roughly 14 hrs a day. Doped up on pain meds... but all is well. 

Thanks to all you who came by to see me, called , emailed or sent care packages. They were the best! 

Next weeks is going to be a busy one but it is one step closer to going to Cali. 

I will keep you informed 

Sleep to Dream...

There goes life.

Flying by...

There is never enough time to do everything that needs to be done. Work is consuming me right about now. Trying to have a life is a very seeming tasks right now.

I had a terrible dream last night. It entailed my parents being rude to me. ( nothing new). It was the night of my birthday party and I was asking them to help me out with something and they were really pissed off about it. My mother told me that I needed to find somewhere else to live.

I got so mad I threw something at them and told them to go to hell. ( an incredible amount of fear came over me in my dreams) I was crying and cursing them out.

I literally wanted to cry for real, and then I woke myself up.!! Scared me so bad!!

Is it true that dreams are a depiction of what is going to happen in real life? I hope not. I cant afford just yet to live on my own.

The big party is in 3 days and I plan on having a blast . Got to get my nails and hair done.

Need some money first tho. Anyone got a Suga Daddy I can hit up?