Do you have friends that you need to get away from.
I feel that way as we speak. At this current moment I feel terrible. and upset.
I lied.
We went to my favorite pub last night and I brought an old friend who is engaged and should be secure in her relationship.
When she got there, she hated it and wanted to go to a club that is skanky, dirty and a total meat market.
I had realized when I walked in the door that I had already "been there done that" with my life. I was appalled and felt out of place.
My friend who I was supposed to meet at my favorite pub was furious when he got there and we were not there to meet up with him.
I told him I was sorry and asked him to pick me up if he came around this side of town.
He was pissed and hung up on me.
30 mins later, he told me he would be there to pick me up at 11:30.
I then had a sigh of relief and was ready to just got home and go to sleep.
When I left, the friend I went with made me feel so bad for leaving her. (although she had left me may times before without even telling me.)
Are these sure signs that I am getting older? Would I rather go home and watch a movie then go out.
Whatever it is. I just want to be at home.
